5. What's Done In The Dark

Many people don’t know that my first boyfriend was Italian. (Lets call him Anthony, even though that isn’t his name.) I remember telling my friends I liked him, and they would side eye me. You like him? What Kaia, Anthony? YES, IT WAS HIM and I wouldn’t change a thing.

When I got drunk last night, I did a lot of lurking. Would you believe me if I said it was unintentional? I was doing a Twitter sweep. I was unfollowing my ex-boyfriend’s friends. (High school ex-boyfriend) I already unfollowed most of my ex-boyfriend’s friends from college because he’s a narcissist. He stalks me from their accounts, and I can’t stand a “Write my mans” ass friend. Mind your business. How about that?

Anyway, let’s rewind. My ex was a year older than me. After he graduated, I would go to his college to visit him and met most of his friends. It was a new and fun experience for me at the time. He had two girls in his clique who I wasn’t pressed about because our bond was secure. He would tell me how all his guy friends were cheating on their girlfriends and my naïve ass thought I was excluded from that.

When he came home from break, I went through his phone. Yes, I go through phones. I don’t care. I wasn’t being sneaky about it either, he was right beside me. I came across to a message from his current friend Patricia (That’s what were going to call her) and this is what I saw:  

Patricia: Good morning Handsome!

 Ex-boyfriend: Hey beautiful

Remember when Sammie was arguing with Ron, and she kept asking “are you friends with her? Yes, or no?” Picture that, but instead I was like “Are you fucking her? Yes, or no?” Y’all know his lying ass said no. I have no proof if he was lying at the time. I am assuming.

Fast forward to present day, I come across her twitter page and her bio says, “Anthony’s girlfriend” (His name is not Anthony) That lying ass cheater. Safe to say, I was in shock. Still am.

What Stunna girl said? “We can be at the mall, CHURCH. Don’t say nothing to me bitch.”